Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Accept koh

Bakit nasasaktan pa rin ako pag nakikita ko sila..Hindi ko na alam kong ano na talaga itong nararamdamn ko para sa kanya..Gusto ko mang umiwas sa sinasabi na puso ko bakit ayaw pumayag ng isip ko..Kahit anung isipin ko nasasaktan ako..Aminin sa sarili ko na majal ko sya masakit dahil alam kong ilusyon,sabihin sa isip kong magkaibigan lang ,asakit din..Kaasar na..Bakit hindi ako marunong mag-isip pag dating sa pag-ibig..heheh

Friday, December 12, 2008

kailangan eh ! !

Tagal ko na let nd nakakapag post d2.Though there are lot of things happened in me I can't post it kz baka mabasa ng taong concern..yaw ko may magbago sa samahn..Gusto ko mang ilabas nata2kot naman ako..For the fast few days I encountered some heartaches secretly. It is because dumating n namn yung time na hindi ko ganamit 2ng utak na to..Nagpadala na naman sa katangahan..

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Para Sa Kanya !

Hmm Whoaaa Oohhh Yeahh
You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through
Wish that I Could move on
Can't let go It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery
[Chorus:]
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby Forget about me
Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand
Wish that I Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Was this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery
[Chorus]
Boy My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the liesIt's up to you
Cause heaven knows I've tried
Tell me You're still in love
Yeahhhh Ohh
[Chorus]
Forget about me
I really loved you...

Sana!

Bakit ganun sa dinami-dami ng taong kilala ko sa kanya pa nahulog ang loob ko. .masisisi nyo ba ako, ,alam ko naman na mali kasi alam ko naman sa sarili ko na meron na syang iba. .Anung gagawin ko..Sadya bang ganun kahit di mo man gustuhin dadating din yung time na maatract ka sa isang tao. .
Sana wag dumating yung time na totally mafall ako sa kanya. .Kasi ayaw kong makasakit ng damdamin na isang tao lalo't medyo malapit kami sa isa't isa..Ayaw ko na magkaroon ng gap between us. .Baka hindi nya ako mapatawad. .

Thursday, November 13, 2008

bakit nga?

bakit nga ba dumadating yung tym n akala moh wala lang...hindi moh napapansin na nafafall ka na pala sa iang tao..hindi mo man gustohin kusa syang dumadating..ayaw mo mang aminin pero ang totoo..sa sarili mo alam mo na nagmamajal ka sa isang taong nd mo inaasahang magpapatibok ng nanahimik mong puso..hehe

Masakit mang aminin na ngmamajal ka sa taong hindi mo dapat majalin ala kang magagawa kundi ang sumabay sa tibok nito..Pero para hindi masira ang magandang samahan just keep it secret..

Mahihirapan ka talaga pag dumating ka sa point na ganun..para kang naasa sa wala....

Secret

Start na ng O.J.T namin kahapon...nakakatense ang first day..pero ok lang kasi mababait yung mga taong nakasalamuha namin maghapon..

Anyway, namimiss ko na si another crush..apat na araw ko kasi syang nd makikita...kainip na ang araw..gusto ko ng maglunes para makita sya...kht nd nya alam ok lang..yun na lang baka kasi makahalata na kayo kung sino mas mabuti na yung ako lang nakakaalam..at tsaka si....yun ang alam nya...?

Fall for You

This song is dedicated to......my best friend and rose anne!
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathBecause tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to findIt's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

ala lang!

Nakakatuwa tlaga si secret guy..for almost two years kaming magkasama ngayon lang sya ng-open ng life nya saken...Nd ko akalain na ganun pala sya..kala koh sya yung tipo ng boy na colect lang colect ng mga gurl..minsan pala dumadating din yung time na nagseseryoso yun..

Kasi pag magkasama kami lagi lang syang nang aasar..ala sya sa ayos!..kaya nabigla ako nung nag open sya..hehehe..sarap nyang kasama..super..malilimutan moh lahat ng problema moh...grabeh!
Youre the man BOY!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Salamat!!!

hay salamat natapos din ang written finals exam...Praktikal naman..buhay studyante nakakapagod..

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Gimik?

Lapit na birthday ni samuel..mag iinum kaya sila..?Nd na naman ako kasama..

I Miss All

Namimiss ko na ang masasayang bonding ng barkada,,hindi na kasi ako nakakasama sa kanila,sa mga lakad ,outing, inuman gaya ng dati, mula ng naging cillege na kami, wala na,hindi na nagkakasama.

Ang dami ng nangyari na hindi ako kasama. Kailan kaya dadating yung time na magrereunion kaming lahat..
Sarap!!!

Ang tanong, may pag- asa pa kaya yung mangyari..
I Hope So!

Bad Trip na naman!

Inis na inis na ako! Sasabog na ako sa pagtitimpi..Pinipilit kong makisama pero nauubusan na ako na pasensya.Bakit kaya ganon ugali ng taong yun..Hindi ko maintindihan..!Akala mo'y kung sinong nakaka angat sa mundo!
Nakakagalit na eh!

Minsan mabait..minsan naman hindi mo maintindihan..Naku! Kung masama lang ang ugali ko ko, nakaganti na ako sa kanya,andyan na eh ang pagkakataon, eh tao akong makisama kaya hindi ako tumitira ng patalikod! Pari naaawa naman ako..Pag ganto yung makakasama sa bahay..puro na gusto'y pakisamahan eh!
Hanep!

Fallen

Ooooh yeah yeaeaeahhh….
Our little conversations
Are turning into little sweet sensations
And they’re only getting sweeter everytime
Our friendly get together
Are turning into visions of forever
If i just believe this foolish heart of mine


I can’t pretend that i’m just a friend
‘cos i’m thinking maybe we were meant to be
Chorus:
I think i’m fallen fallen
In love w/ you
& i don’t i don’t know what to do
I’m afraid you’ll turn away
But i say it anyway
I think i’m fallen for you……..

Whenever were together
Im wishing that goodbyes would turn to never
Cos w/ u s wer i always wana be....
je..je..je..!

If I Fall

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same
And this is for the ones who have lost it all
When all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that we're blind to slip away

How can I say
Say I'll be okay

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the line's been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Bakit Ganito?

Bakit ba lagi na lang si crush ang iniisip koh..hindi sya mawala sa utak ko..Nakita ko nga sya pero saglit lang dumaan lang sya sa likodan ko..namansin naman! Tapos nun hindi ko na ulit sya nakita buong maghapon..Baka kasi busy? Dami din kasi yung ginagawa..


Pano kaya kung dumating yung time na fall ako sa kanya (HINDI PWEDE!) Para gah akong Tanga! Isang kahibangan! Kaya habang maaga pa pinipigilan ko pa ang sarili ko..Hay...!

Kaluka!

Anong gagawin ko,alangan namang iwasan ko..oh noh!..I can't take this anymore! Sabi na kasing wala ng crush-crush at pagmamajal na yan..che!

Sakit sa puso!

Busy eh!

Sobrang busy namin ngayon kasi ang dami kailangan tapusin,finals na kasi kailangan ng ipasa lahat ng project,tapos meron pa kaming pinapraktis na P.E at yung sa English naming poet, buti na lang namove yung schedule nung sa English!

Kanina hanap kami ng computer shop na mapag gagawan na project sa Programming, ang layo ng nilakad namin, pabalik-balik kami pero ala pa rin mapag gawaan,,
Kapagod!
Wala kasing install na Visual Basic..Ginabi na kami kahahanap! Rast 7 na ako nakauwi..

Tapos mag-aaral pa kasi may exam sa English..Ang tagal naman ng sem break...!

Crush Koh!

Hay naku! Eto na naman ako!!Sobrang bait nya..!soooobra!! Basta dati pag nakikita ko sya wala lang,masaya man ako pero iba,pero ngayon pag hindi ko sya nakikita,kakaiba,parang nakakainip..Hay…naku..Ano to!
Infatutuation!!!
Para talaga akong Sira!!hehe..

Exited!

Thanks God! Makakauwi din ako sa amin..Miss ko na kc ang family ko..Almost one month na akong di umuuwi,kaya namiss ko sila ng sobra especially sina yneng,(Rejane & Raiza)ang dalawa kong kapatid na sobrang kulit!
Pero badtrip din ako kasi naman sa mga taong ka mo’y kung sino..Kainis eh..Pag ari lagi ang kasama nakakamatay..!

Hayyyy! Wala lang!

Ang bait talaga ni crush!!!Nung una naku,,fisrt impression ko sa kanya,hay sobrang yabang,suplado pero hindi pala,,Hindi ko alam kung bakit kami naging close…Siguro sa sobrang ingay ko lagi nalang nya akong napapansin..One time nakausap ko sya seryoso..HANEP!! iba talagah sya..Sarap siguro nya magmahal..sana lagi nalang kami magkausp…(ASA)Basta B-A-I-T nya…!

Sooobrang saya!!!

Ang gulo talaga pag magkakasama kaming lahat..Gimbal ang buong campus sa sobrang ingay naming lahat…Nagvideoke kami kanina sa school as part of the exibit of our future entrepreneur..Ang ganda ng naisip nilang both..may videoke sila..Ang galing kumanta ni kuya Ronald,,todo hiyaw pa si Reshele sa pagkanta,si Jen kahit pagas kanta din,,mautas-utas kami sa pagtawa ng si Ryan na ang kumanta,,si Randy first time kong narinig na kumanta sa videoke..ahhhm..ehemm..at sympre ako pa ba naman ang magpalamang..hindi noh!

Nag P.E kami,may praktikal nga kami by partner,tapos ng nakita ko si Crush ko,,shocks!!!napatigil ako Agaw eksena kasi,,yan tuloy hindi ko naperfect ang score,pero ok lang…
Happy pa rin!

what is love?


Bakit nga ba tayo nagmamajal?At pano b natin malalaman na pagmamajal na yung nararamdaman natin sa isang tao?


According to psychologists, the most basic human need is to love and be loved. There is no power greater than love. It can motivate people to do things for others they wouldn’t normally do. Some even give up everything for the sake of the only one they love.
But if love is such a beautiful thing, so essential to life, why is there so little of it in the world? Why is there so much hate? The answer is simple. True love is more than a essential, gushy feeling. Love is a decision, a choice we each must make. The greatest demonstration of love is to give our life for the person we love.


There are 10 Ways to Know If it’s Love?

Love…

10. Does not say,” Me First”
9. Believes the best about others.
8. Does not “keep score” of the bad things that others do.
7. Does not tear down others.
6. It not conceited.
5. Is patient with others, even when they are annoying.
4. Is not happy when someone gets hurt.
3. Helps out others, even if it’s inconvenient.
2. Celebrates the successes of others.
1. Never quits.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

We are the Champion!


Ang saya ko ngayong araw na 2..alam mo kung bakit?..kc nanalo kami sa contest sa subject namin sa Public Speaking..Khit wala kami masyado praktis,nanalo pa rin.!
Ang sarap na feeling ng savhan ka ng " ikaw ang nagpapanalo ",..pero para sa kin lahat kami magagaling, si Meli,Ate Ayan,Ryan,Tom,Dora,Tina,Reshele,at Allen.
Ang dami nga namin mali, pero hindi naman daw halata..mabuti naman..Ang galing nga daw namin..!Alam mo hiyang hiya nga ako dun, kasi andun c Sir Mel at si Mam Ganda,eh kasi alam nila ang ingay namin ung tipong hindi nagseseryoso, tapos makikita nila na ganun...kahiya talaga..!

Hindi nga naming akalain na kami yung mananalokc,mga future Educator Educator yung kalaban naming, eh compare naman sa Computer Programming,pero nagawa naming,Thanks din kay P.J kc tinilungan nya kame.
Goodluck na lang sa aming lahat sa susunod na performance sa Oct.10.Lalo nang nakakahiya kc lahat nandun, manonood lahat ng instructor.Sana magawa ulit naming ng ayos.
Ang nkaklase naming todo suporta sa amin.Basta kahit hindi sila nanalo (Aang group ni
kuya albert at Sidney)..magagaling pa rin sila..!

We are the Champion!CP II am!!!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Happy 18th Birthday!

Birthday ngayon ng best-friend ko! Mustah na kaya yun? Nd ko sya mabati! Sakit para sa ken na hindi sya mabati ngayong 18th b-day nya..
Ni hindi ko man lang makumusta kung naghanda ba sya, kung madami ba syang bisita..kung masaya ba sya..hindi sa pinatataas ko ang pride ko ,,gusto ko lang malaman kong importante ba ako sya kanya.,kung nararamdaman din ba nya ang nararamdaman ko..
But Still She's my best-friend!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

your song!

Bakit Ganun?
Napanood ko yung magandang episode ng your song sa dos "how did you know" yung titlte..Naawa naman ako sa dun sa girl.Kinakailngan pa nyang palayain at hayaang lumayo ung lalaking majal nya.Dahil nga majal nya ung guy tiniis nya ung sakit. At kahit na alam nyang sya din ung masasaktan sa bandang huli,,ginawa pa din nya.Bakit pa ba sya nagparaya,,pwede naman makipagsabayan ah..
hayzzz...pag-ibig nga naman..

FRIENDSHIP: Making True Friends!

Isang magandang biyaya ang magkaroon at makakilala ng napakadaming kaibigan.. Sobrang saya ng lahat lalo na at magkakasama ang barkada.
“punta ditto, punta dyan”
“Tayo dun, tayo dyan”
Puro happenings!
Pero anu ba talaga ang purpose ng Friendship?Sa saya lang ba?”true friends are the one you can always lean on!” Meron kasing mga kaibigan na andyan lang sa saya,, pag dumating ang problema iiwanan kana..,hay..! Lungkot..

The Promise


I remember, b-day nga pala ngayon ng isa kong friend nung high school pa lang ako..(c dimples) Mustah na kaya yun? Hindi ko sya magreet, wala na kasi communication between us .. Even yung iba ko pang friend (d’ bluegangster) nawala na din.. hindi na sila nagpaparamdam. Meron namang iba na kahit nagkikita na akala mo’y kung sinoat kung anu na ang narrating…But still meron pa din namang hindi nagbabago..thanks sa kanila.Kung sino pa yung hindi mo inaakalang tao, sila pa etong hindi nakakalimut Khit na alam kong nasa malayo sila, gumagawa sila ng paraan para mangumusta sa isa;t isa.
Malayo pa man ang graduation nung high school kami, lahat nangako na walang magbabago, walang limutan na kahit magkahiwa-hiwalay still we are one.
Asan na ang sinasabing PANGAKO?

I love my best- friend!

Still.., nd pa rin kami nagkakaayos ng best friend ko (c Rosebee)… maarte ba talga ako? Hindi ko lang kasi matanggap ung nakarating sa’ ken na sinabi nya..Ok! Pagpalagay na nga ako yung mali,pero kasakit talaga para sa akin yung sinabi nya (“ Kala mo’y kung sino”) .. dib a sakit para sa isang best-friend ang sabihan ng ganun..sabagay baka kasi yun talaga yung tingin nya sa’ken ang maging iba para sa kanya.
Sa buong buhay ko kahit na magkagalit kami, ni minsan hindi ko inisip na iba sya sa para sa’ken. Kahit dumating yung point na sinbi ko sa kanya na kalimutan na naming ang isa’t isa hindi ko magawang kalimutan sya..daghil iniisip ko yung mga masasayaor even malulungkot na time na we are together. Kaya mahirap at sobrang sakit sa’kin ang igive-up sya.
Pero kahit na madalas kaming mag-away mahal na mahal ko yung lukang yun…sobra!
She’s still my best-friend!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

aq 2 eh..!

"the most difficult thing in the world is to be who you are not"

Mega walk-out

...hay naku..nagdrama na nman AQ..?
mega walk-out eh..kasura..
buhay nga naman ni oneal..
hanep sa drama...!

"Bad trip"

..nakakabadtrip ang walang hiya kong pc..
nd aq papasukin sa blogger kaya nang-agaw aq sa iba..
thanks kay mark..!

Misunderstanding!

..bakit ganun..lageh nlang ba aq ung magpapakumbaba..
magkagalit n naman kame ng best friend qoh..kainis na eh..!
isang simpleng bagy na hindi masyadong naunawaan..hindi qoh alam kung cnu ba talgah ung mali..
any way..I miss her so much..!

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Who I Am?

...ElOw gUyZ!!!
I'm kind of a girl who wants a perfect life, perfect life that suits myself! For me, not all things should be reveal because sometimes we have to be in silence. But i admit to myself that I depend on others opinion, on other's suggestion so I define myself as a dependent minded. And how I wish that someday I have my own decisions leads on the right path through the good as my life. Other think that I'm a wick one because of the action that I was shown to them,but eventhough that I'm act like that I assure you that even I'm not a perfect I am a real and true friend. Deep inside, I always think for others especially to all people that very close to me. As o real friend I don't want to see anyone of my friends suffering from any kind of pain.
I'm Rionel.!